meg is more upset. describe her emotional state before she meets charles wallace in the kitchen, including the way she is feeling about herself

Meg's conflict in Chapter One involves rising above her seemingly low self-esteem to embrace her own idiosyncrasy and unique abilities. In this chapter, we see all the hints of foreshadowing that will unite to incite her towards adventure and discovery - her melancholy feelings at lacking a father, her separation from other students her age, and a feeling of being unsettled in the real world.