Wach visitor asked how Rashad was feeling. How did he really feel? Why do you think he feels this way?

In this chapter, Rashad admits to feeling violated... he isn't fine, not even close. He notes that people questioned how he was, but that they didn't really want to know the truth, because the truth would make it all real... hearing the truth would be something they couldn't walk away from, even though they already knew what it was.