In chapter 2 how does Tony feel about becoming a priest?

After Lupito's death, Antonio questions his faith and looks for answers through religion. His mother wants him to be a priest, his father does not. None-the-less, Lupito's death leaves him believing that he cannot be what his mother wants, and also leads him to spend more and more time with Ultima searching for answers. In his own words; "A priest could have saved Lupito. Oh who did my mother dream for me to be a priest. How would I ever wash away the stain of blood from the waters of my sweet river."