what are the thoughts, internal motivation that ultima keeps inside?

She learned her powers from a great healer called the Flying Man in Las Pasturas. Although Ultima is ultimately good, she is greatly feared by those who do not understand her power and is accused of being a bruja, or witch. She teaches Antonio her wisdom about life and her faith in the power of the earth and the river. She is represented by an owl that contains her spirit. Ultima often finds herself caught between the temporal concerns of Antonio and others and her own very intense spiritual world.