What does Gulliver not like about himself? What does he hide? What brings them pain? Fear?

Gulliver doesn't like himself because he still likes and trusts corrupt authorities. He often does their bidding and searching for their favour even if he finds them morally repugnant. What do you mean by "them"?

Gulliver doesn't like himself because he still likes and trusts corrupt authorities. He often does their bidding and searching for their favour even if he finds them morally repugnant. What do you mean by "them"?

I meant him sorry