what are 10 quotes by Maria Teresa in the time of the butterflies

I don't have ten with me, but here are some:

"It is so strange now I know something I'm not supposed to know. Everything looks just a little different.

I see a guardia, and I think, who have you killed. I hear a police siren, and I think who is going to be killed. See what I mean?

"I see the picture of our president with eyes that follow me around the room, and I am thinking he is trying to catch me doing something wrong. Before, I always thought our president was like God, watching over everything I did."

"May I never experience all that it is possible to get used to."

"The alternative is freezing yourself up, never showing what you're feeling, never letting on what you're thinking. "