¿Por qué razón Esther abandona la idea de escribir una novela? ¿Qué hecho especial ocurre cuando Esther va al cementerio a ver a su padre?

Esther abandons her dream of writing because she isn't sure if it is really what she wants to do. Sadly, all of the pressures that surround her decision, leave her depressed and unable to cope. Esther, ultimately, attempts suicide and is hospitalized.