Resent
feel bitterness, dislike <But now I do not resent it>
Miserable
Sorrowful, <I used to be miserable as seeming ridiculous>
Calmer
Soften in mood < I have for some unknown reason to be calmer>
Pathetic
Pitiful
Vexed
Irritated <The question was an idle one, but I was vexed>
Pang
A random or sudden outburst <I did not feel a strange pang>
Fleeting
Passing quickly <How to convey my fleeting sensation>
Persisted
Remain <But the sensation persisted>
apputenance
equipment to some specific task <as a mere appurtenance of my consciousness>
Ignominy
Great dishonor <such shame and ignominy>
Heaving
to rise and fall rhythmically <the wall in front of me began to moving and heaving>
Bawled
to shout