Bardo
(In Tibetan Buddhism) : an intermediate state of existence between death and rebirth depending on a person's conduct in life.
Endeavor
(verb): to strive hard to achieve something
Vex
(verb): to irritate or to annoy
consternation
(noun): a feeling of shock, anxietyn or confusion
remiss
(adjective): careless / negligent in the performance of a duty
torpor
(noun): a state of not being active physically or mentally
Stolid
(adjective): having no interest or excitement / calm
Aplomb
(noun): the quality of being completely confident in a relaxed way
Paroxysm
(noun): a sudden attack of an activity